Forgotten. Forgetting. Details slip away through the cracks that the marching feet of time create in the pavement of our skulls. Time does not heal all wounds. Time creates new ones.



I can’t ever tell if his silence is my punishment for my doubts or if it is just my doubts punishing me.


Fear. 

I live in fear of opening my mouth to speak and then losing the battle I would most certainly feel that I had caused.

I live in fear of keeping my mouth shut to maintain the status quo and then fading away inside, a little more every single day.

I don’t want to lose.

I don’t want to fade away.


I lose.

Repeatedly.


I’m to the point where there is neither make-up sex nor welcome home sex.

Yay.  Me.


My life is nothing but a string of poorly timed events.


shes-come-undone:

This would be perfect tonight

shes-come-undone:

This would be perfect tonight


I can’t stand the thought of her.  She may be there now, but she can kiss my fucking ass.




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